Day 1;

Meeting new people. I feel happy.

Day 2;

I feel like someone today.

I feel like I belong here, I'm getting friends quickly.

An almost sickening sense of euphoria fills my heart as I put my mask back on.

Day 3;

I'm getting a little sick of having to act my way into friendship.

Day 4;

A rather uneventful day. Got to talk to someone I hadn't talked to in a long time, but besides that, nothing else really happened.

I don't feel scared today. The mask is becoming a part of me, a second person.

I think I'm bipolar.

Day 5;

I think the longer I keep this going, the angrier they will be when I reveal my true self.

The inevitable consequences. That's what I'm after. I want to find them.

Having no friends, the consequence would be to become lonely, but your personality doesn't change.

Having friends, your personality will change to fit the needs of other people, but you become unhappy with yourself, unhappy with your personality. It's INEVITABLE. It will happen eventually, you will change yourself, put on a mask, to please your friends, but in doing so you are becoming a different person.

I must keep going.

Further research is needed.

How do people feel about my mask? I must know.

Day 6;

The consequence of life is death, and of death is loss. Loss is sadness, but what is the consequence of that? How do you figure something like this out?

I feel like I'm missing pieces to the puzzle of the world.